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help someone get their start in the business, and nothing
would make her stop wanting to find talent. Fashion
designers, successful ones anyway, she’d discovered
through the years, very seldom liked to share the limelight,
but she figured karma would only help if she continued her
quest to find new talent and help grow it.
“I’m not lecturing, so stop saying that, but you’ve paid
enough dues and kept your promise enough years. Why not
skip the intern this time and save yourself a lot of
heartache? We’ve got enough to do without having all the
problems some of these people come with.” He cut his eyes
up at her without lifting his head, as if to see if she’d bite on
what he’d been asking for three years in a row.
“Come on, Ruby. Don’t you remember being that baby-
faced hopeful looking for one big break?” Their relationship
had actually begun earlier than that, since Ellis had been
the only one who’d talked to the then-wallflower Rueben.
They’d started small with a loan from Amis, never
skimping on quality, which had paid off when they landed
two up-and-coming actresses for the Golden Globes. They
were surprise winners and had returned to see if they could
find Oscar magic with a Renois design. Business had picked
up after that and had skyrocketed when they’d landed two
of the three dresses the first lady had worn a year after that
to the inaugural balls.
“You can’t drag me that far back in time, thank you. God,
I was such a dork back then,” Rueben said, snapping the
book closed.
Rueben had wanted to stay in the background, which had
surprised her, but he’d never been able to shed his
Midwestern farm-boy shyness. Then again, most boys from
the Midwest didn’t know what taffeta was and why it should
be used sparingly, if at all, so that had explained his quiet
nature. She loved him enough that she seldom said
anything about Rueben’s list of quirks. He didn’t complain,
though, when she launched Renois’s Maddox line of evening
wear. It was an offshoot of the Renois line, and his creativity
had made it a success.
“A dork who owned three hundred and fifty-two scarves,”
she said, combing back her dark-brown hair that was longer
than she usually kept it.
“Don’t remind me.” He pointed his pen at her. “And I’ll
never forgive you for not telling me how much those things
upped my dork factor.”
“It was all part of your charm.” She gazed out to the
nondescript building next door. This view and the one from
her apartment that overlooked Central Park were the only
two she saw when she was working. The stories the tabloids
loved to print about the women in her life never mentioned
her long hours. Granted, she’d had plenty of women, but
nowhere near the number the news rags liked to write
about. Right now there were no women, plenty of work, and
an apathy that was starting to swamp her. She was anxious
to get out of town, hoping the change of scenery would get
her back in the groove of loving all this again.
New York was the center of the universe when it came to
fashion, but she’d never been able to really think in this city.
Her mother, Amis, said it was because of her ADHD, but in
her own defense, it was hard to concentrate in a city that
never really slept. The studio and the apartment she owned
off the park at Fifth and East 72nd Street were tastefully
decorated, a prime location, and the site of countless
parties whenever she was in the city—but it wasn’t home,
and it was more of a trophy than anything else. A big bank
account, a perfect home, and fame weren’t the basis for
happiness, no matter what other people thought.
“And it was your charm that almost wrecked our show
this year, so why don’t you think of some other way to pay
the universe back for our good fortune? You could donate to
badly dressed children maybe,” Rueben suggested.
“Why does the word no unlock the crazy, gouge-your-
eyes-out, witch factor in some women?”
Rueben stood next to her and held her hand. It was the
same comfort she’d provided him when her intern/entry-
level designer from the previous year had caused a scene
by stripping naked at her show, screaming obscenities the
entire time as she walked the runway.
The hysteria had started when Ellis told her they wouldn’t
be sleeping together anymore and she wasn’t getting her
own line. Ellis still hadn’t figured out which of the options
had caused the childish behavior. No matter. The tantrum
had gotten a lot of press, most of it good, so she couldn’t
complain. She figured it was the young woman’s perky tits
and great ass that the press had fallen in love with that had
saved them.
“Isn’t that a rather sexist statement?” Rueben said
sarcastically.
“You act like that at times, but I already know the list of
what drives you down Main Street of crazy town.”
“Oh yeah, what?”
“Hunger and heat, and add a broken heel or a run in
someone’s stocking before going on, and you’ve hit the
trifecta. I have yet to make you insane enough to strip in
front of a large crowd though.” They both laughed before
she leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. “I promise to
behave this year, Ruby, but I’m not breaking our pledge.”
“I want that in writing, preferably in blood, so you’ll
remember it when your brain goes to mush when they show
you their tits.”
“You’ve got that all wrong.” She stood and grabbed her
jacket. “The last thing in the world that happens to me is
turning to mush when someone shows me their tits, as you
so elegantly put it. Trust me on that. It’s the complete
opposite of mush.”
“You’re disgusting and a bit touched in the head.”
“But you love me anyway.” She blew him a kiss on her
way out the door.
CHAPTER THREE
“You need to eat more,” Amis Renois said to Ellis before
she sat next to her at Carnegie Deli.
“If any model on our payroll heard you say that, they’d
hire a hit man to take you out.” Ellis always tried to get a
corned-beef sandwich and an order of chopped liver before
leaving the city. She kissed her mother’s cheek and took her
hand. Aside from Rueben, her mother never held her
tongue, even when it was necessary to hurt her feelings by
disagreeing, but her brutal honesty had taught Ellis never to
fear the truth. It was a blessing in an industry often full of
petty, jealous backstabbers.
“You’re one of the only designers who admits to the world
a woman has curves and, God forbid, breasts, and the sky
has yet to fall.” Amis made the universal hand motion for a
woman with both breast and hips as she laughed. “It’s why
places like Macy’s and
Target, as well as the high-end
boutiques, are banging on your door, and you never lack
dates on any night of the week. Women love you, chéri, and
you make them look good. It’s a powerful combination.”
“I’ll stick to the casual date and making them look good.
Any longer than that and my luck runs aground on the rocky
shoals of life.”
“I really should’ve limited your reading as a child,” Amis
said, laughing again. “Such gloom for so few years on this
earth. You need to find someone who makes you see and
appreciate the goodness in life. It’s the only way to truly
experience its beauty.”
“I have you for that, so my life’s full.”
The waiter set down the assortment of food Amis had
ordered and hesitated when he took a long look at Ellis.
Damn Ruby and his insistence on putting her picture on
their latest marketing campaign. Hoping he’d move on, she
said, “Thank you.”
“Kiss Ruby for me when you see him again. The
expression on your face whenever anyone does that is
priceless.”
“The two of you are a laugh riot. Next time, your picture
is going on the campaign, so you can be the center of
attention.”
Ellis tried her best to get through at least half of the
enormous sandwich, but her appetite didn’t hold out that
long. After a few bites of cheesecake she was done and
ready to finish her list of errands before she left for home.
“Are you coming down South with us?” Ellis asked as she
paid the bill.
“I’ll be there in a few weeks. The dynamic duo is having
problems, and I want to oversee their solutions. That should
give me plenty of time.”
“What kind of problems?” Ellis smiled at her mother’s
nickname for Dalton and Jennifer.
Dalton and Jennifer had been key employees for a time,
but Ellis hadn’t anticipated that the people she trusted with
her business would become lovers and somewhat secretive.
That was one reason she was glad her mother was president
and still enjoyed overseeing most of the business end of
things. Amis was the only person she truly trusted, and
since the contracts Dalton and Jennifer had signed would be
expensive to break, Amis was the one person who kept the
two in check.
“According to Dalton, the contracts with Saks had some
glitches in them,” Amis said. “I went over everything with
legal, so I’m not sure what he’s talking about. If this is just
more bullshit to waste my time, I hope you’re okay with me
firing him the second I find any irregularity on anything
remotely fishy. I keep trying to find a cause to cut them
both, but they have a talent for slithering along without
crossing the line that would get them fired.”
“You get a raise if you find that, and call Josh at Saks and
see what the deal is.” Ellis took her mother’s hand and
helped her outside. “I’ll see you tonight for dinner.”
“What’s your next stop?”
“I finished the interviews this morning, so I have to make
a decision. After that I’m ready to go.”
Amis stared at her but kept her mouth shut.
“What?” Ellis laughed when her mother shook her head
but smiled. “I promised Ruby I’d behave, so you can stop
worrying.”
“Ah, chéri. You are the most talented person I know, but
behaving isn’t in your repertoire of gifts. I have no one to
blame but myself, though, so who am I to tell you anything?
I taught you that life is a buffet to be enjoyed, but who knew
you’d be so drawn only to the dessert section.” Amis kissed
both her cheeks and hugged her as if using all her strength.
“Try to at least pick one who’ll keep her clothes on during
fashion week, hopefully during the show anyway. The rest is
up to you.”
Ellis smiled as her mother grabbed both her ears and
gently shook her head. “Let me know if you need any help
at the office or with Saks.”
“Good luck, and I’ll handle those two, no problem.” Amis
kissed her cheeks again. “The most important thing, chéri,
is to pick one who’ll make you happy. After all, isn’t that the
most any of us can hope for?”
“I’ll try my best, Mama. I’ll try my best.”
* * *
Charlotte pinched the bridge of her nose, trying to forget
the blossoming headache the present phone call was
causing. “You already flaked out on me this morning, and
you haven’t seen Sawyer in three months. If you come get
her until I get off tonight, you’ll get the chance to spend
time with her.”
“What can I tell you, babe? Boss said to show up or forget
about showing up at all.” Kyle Snyder laughed in a way that
made Charlotte want the magical power to crawl through
the phone connection and strangle him when she reached
the other side. “The way you harp about money, you’d think
this was a good thing.”
“I don’t harp about money to lavish on myself, Kyle. It’s
to help take care of Sawyer. I have to work a double shift
tonight and my sitter’s sick. I hate having her sitting there
for so long. Do you think your mom could watch Sawyer for
a few hours? Once you’re finished at work you can pick her
up.” She couldn’t believe the words had come out of her
mouth, but desperate times and measures made even the
devil look good. She still cursed her sixteen-year-old self for
actually believing the bullshit Kyle had been peddling way
back then. That she was ever that naive was stunning. “I
don’t ask you for much.” And you don’t give much, she
thought but didn’t add, on the chance Kyle would actually
come through this one time.
“You know Mom loves the brat, but she’s not feeling
good.”
That meant she was so hung over she could barely
remember Kyle’s sorry ass, much less her granddaughter.
Charlotte hung up. Kyle and his entire family were total
assholes and losers, but he’d given her one thing she
wouldn’t trade for anything in the world. Sawyer was a
bright, enthusiastic kid who’d made life a juggling act from
the day she was born, but she was the greatest gift the
universe had ever given Charlotte. It was like the powers
that be had taken a day off from fucking her over to give her
a perfect daughter.
Charlotte set her phone aside and didn’t feel the same
satisfaction as slamming it down. She didn’t have time to
brood about it, so she started walking around the
apartment, getting ready for work.
“Mama, you okay?” Sawyer asked as she pulled on
Charlotte’s shirttails. She was stretched out on the sofa
watching TV, her hair going in all directions. Eight and a half
years of trying to tame it had been in vain.
“How’d you like to work with me today?” Charlotte tried
her best to make her voice light. “You can bring your
books
and read or draw.”
“Really, I can?” Sawyer cocked her head back as far as
it’d go to look up at her. The crooked smile made Sawyer all
that more adorable.
“You bet.”
“Is it my fault you still have to work there? I know you
don’t like it,” Sawyer said, following her to the one bedroom
they shared.
Their apartment wasn’t great, but you’d never realize
that by the monthly rent. The only way to pay for it was the
waitress job she didn’t care for at all, yet the hours were
flexible. When she was struggling to make it through school,
it had been a godsend.
“It’s not your fault, and I’m going to get a much better
job, so don’t worry about it.” Charlotte kissed the top of
Sawyer’s head and hugged her. “Mrs. Cleaver’s sick, so I’m
sorry you’ll be stuck watching me all night. I’ll buy you a
burger and a chocolate shake to make up for boring you to
death until ten.”
“Make it strawberry, and you can stay late,” Sawyer said
with a laugh.
She put on the polyester outfit from hell and carried
Sawyer’s bag for her so she could easily hold her hand on
the subway. The diner was a block off Times Square and
usually packed with tourists and theatergoers, but her boss
didn’t mind her bringing Sawyer since she sat and either
sketched or read.
“How’d it go?” Serena, her fellow waitress, asked as
Charlotte punched in. “If you get the job, is there any
chance of free clothes for all your closest friends?”
“Ellis Renois is an ass, so I doubt I’ll be getting more than
the five minutes she blessed me with today. As for free
clothes, I seriously don’t think even her mother gets that.”
“Sorry,” Serena said as she put her hand on Charlotte’s
shoulder. “I know how much you were looking forward to
this chance.”
“I guess I’ve got more dues to pay, so do you mind
keeping an eye on Sawyer when it gets crazy tonight and
pass the word?”
“We’ll keep her in fries and pie,” Serena said, waving
over her shoulder as she headed out with a fresh order
book.
Six hours later Charlotte was sure that selling herself on
the street would be better than this job. The tables she was
responsible for had won the prize for the troubled section
that night, and it seemed like every other table had sent at